Moving on, or at least trying

Some days I feel like I've definitely moved on, and some days I have to try so hard not to fall for you all over again. Today was among the latter. It's scary how a simple photo could bring back a flood of memories, and with them, emotions. I look at you and I still see the wonderful human being I fell so hard for, except now it has sunk in that my chance is long gone, if it was there to begin with. At the very least, I won't be getting any more false hopes, like I have been for far too long. But I suppose this is still gonna take a while. I wish I could say this to you without making things awkward, but thank you for still being a friend.